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Mother of 2, Child of God in DMV "They always ask me if I make it am I going to forget about them, but the question is, if I don't make it will they forget about me?" My spin : RealTalk When u are up everyone wants to hang on, but look for the ones that let you lean on when you are down. Remember...don't just look for me when I am up, support me when I'm down. ♥ In prosperity, your friends know you, in adversity, you know your friends. I asked God for strength, I got adversity. I asked God for wisdom, I was made a fool of. I asked for patience, I had a difficult relationship. I looked back, He gave me what I asked for. Adversity showed me I was stronger than I thought; being a fool opened my eyes to discernment making me wise; the difficult relationship showed me that patience is earned not given. Blessings come in many forms, not all of them recognizable.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Yay me!

Good morning Blogland.  After the snow and ice of last week here in Atlanta, I spent the weekend getting back on the audition track.  I got a callback for a second audition on January 29.  Well, I take supporting roles and minor stuff because...are you ready for this?  I am afraid of success.

   I used to think I was afraid of failing, but I am afraid of exceeding beyond measure. To be honest, I don't know if I want to give up a 9-5 for a dream.  I am too old to still be "looking for myself".   *sigh*  I am excited about the opportunities but afraid to commit to anything that will change the way I "do business as usual". I know, I often say "take a chance"  "step out on faith" but in reality right now I'm thinking "Don't be no fool."  I am listening for God to tell me which way to go and I swear to Bob He has not said "Girl quit yo' job"  Maybe it's just me but I like little things like food and shelter, so until then I will be your friendly neighborhood extra who may or may not even get credited in the billing but I am having fun doing what I do. 

Make it a great Thursday, Blogland.

1 comment:

Tia's Real Talk said...

Hey girl!! I loved this post. It reminds me soooo much of me! How did you get roles?? Do you have an agent? I've always wanted to act! Moreso drama roles. I have sooo much stuff from my past..I can cry and get emtional on the spot! lol. I love what you are doing and keep at it! We are always taught to get a good education, so that we can get a good job working for someone else and making their dreams come true. Thats some BULL!! Do your thing girl! I'm in atl and I would love to support you in whatever you are doing! Invite me to your next show!! I would love to come!
PS..One thing I often quote is
People are afraid of the unknown...they prefer a struggle that is more familiar. Do NOT let you fear grow bigger than your FAITH!!
Hope to hear from you soon!!