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Mother of 2, Child of God in Atlanta "They always ask me if I make it am I going to forget about them, but the question is, if I don't make it will they forget about me?" My spin : RealTalk When u are up everyone wants to hang on, but look for the ones that let you lean on when you are down. Remember...don't just look for me when I am up, support me when I'm down. ♥ In prosperity, your friends know you, in adversity, you know your friends. I asked God for strength, I got adversity. I asked God for wisdom, I was made a fool of. I asked for patience, I had a difficult relationship. I looked back, He gave me what I asked for. Adversity showed me I was stronger than I thought; being a fool opened my eyes to discernment making me wise; the difficult relationship showed me that patience is earned not given. Blessings come in many forms, not all of them recognizable.

Thursday, July 09, 2015

Day 10 I'm embarrassed

10. Describe your most embarrassing moment.


hmmm I have put this question off for a few days.  I have had some embarrassing moments...and I am really trying to remember my MOST embarrassing moment.  It's hard to say.  If you would have asked me about a year ago, something probably would have stuck out because I have always be a "dweller".  You know, one of those people who dwells on a situation and replays it from every angle over and over again.


So I will just list some things that embarrassed me that I used to let hold me hostage:


  • That my husband cheated less than 2 months into the marriage.  I kept replaying the pictures I had seen over and over again.  Then recently I realized it was him not me.  He cheated because he wanted to and there was nothing I could do to keep him monogamous. 
  • The time my mom came to my high school and jacked me up.   Man I was so embarrassed.  I was then known as "the chic with the crazy mom"  lol 
  • The time I got caught going through my once potential dude's  FB friends list and checking his chics lol yeah I had it bad...but you can't keep anyone who doesn't want to be kept. 

The good thing is, I no longer dwell on stuff because I can't change it.  When it is done, it's done.  So that being said my most embarrassing moment has to be the time I once let all my embarrassing moments taint my outlook on life.  Ahhh nothing like the freedom to know that my past doesn't control my future. 



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